Which is good. We had a wonderful ceremony in the Temple yesterday in which I was free to participate without responsibility - just go along for the ride, as it were. I had no ceremonial function and no knowledge of what was to come. I think this is the frist time this has been this way since I arrived here.
The ceremony was planned and held by people just completing their first year of Priest/ess training. As a teacher, I felt deep admiration with a seasoning of pride and satisfaction. And wonder at the power of the Goddess to manifest Herself in people's lives. The ceremony was simple and effective - with the bare minimum of verbal explanation we were led on a journey towards deepening and strengthening our contact with our bodies and with the earth.
Which was exactly what I needed.
I am feeling back in touch with myself again and ready to move forward.